erichow to stop finding everything undesirable and to stop feeling raggedy
ericcairn stones permanently facetiming each other after extinction
ericrefusing to describe something and being able to vs being unable to and attempting vs refusing and being unable
ericnothing can weigh anything because everything will always have to vacate and will need to be lifted out eventually, everything has a dessicated and insubstantial feeling, density and spatial occupation becomes marker for being able to exist without this caveat
erictrying to make compositions with shapes and things in an awkwardly angled and enclosed box with limited room for my hands and it seems like an appropriate process, there is electricity constantly being expended and someone or something generating it, I am expending it blindly to see the things I want, so what makes me so different from everything I am alienated from anyway
ericthe sound of cars splashing by in the rainwater and birdsong as I attempt to rethink my entire existence
ericthe sun is ours
erictraffic slowly drove past smashed suv with guy nonchalantly standing outside it with his dog on side of the BQE while someone on gridlocked other side yelled at me to do a burnout